this is actually a hard time though i had an entirely different view about my vacations. my results were ok, but none of them came within the limits of excellence. the greatest disappointment was however the iit jee results.. i expected more. when i visited the college for the counseling there was this sort of guilt mixed with this disappointment of not being able to get to the mecca of technology. the institute took my breath away. now i dont have the patience to go to any other college. i sufferd a lot during these times....
well what good is this when i m blogging...
i wasted my time away with orkut and chatting.. there was no other way..
there was still this homesickness which i never imagined i possess. i still want to be a child. to be innocent , smile without fear....
the blogging is new.. i am trying to come to terms with it...
i try to meditate concntrating on nothing.. which is impossible.. it never happened to me .. the brain and my mind goes after a sequence of thoughts.i automatically think of what will happen after i master meditation....telepathy , telekinesis,long age...and thus breaks the meditation.
well now life i hope is changing for the better...
thinking of driving i have been learning 4 almost a month now and i have almost absorbed it into my system...well i think this much is long enough for my second post.....
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