silicon rules

so the silicon revolution started and grew in much more pace than the carbon race.the reason revealed by certain sources were that the silicon race had in built microprocessors and silicon chips which made them really fast and arrogant.the carbon race feared of extinction and in a clever move they gave up silicon valley to the silicon race and let them live there. the silicon race grew in numbers and started riots against the carbon race.there were 3 full fledged world wars b/w the silicon and carbon race and finally peace was brought by signing a treaty of carborundum in which the carbon and silicon races were asked to unite and reproduce among them selves ,eventually the entire race conglomerated into a carborundum(SiC)race.
[and just like any other story ending they lived happily ever after*]
*-until the boron race came into existence.

the way things go

it really makes no sense for me to sit in front of the terminal and type in all the junk that comes into my mind.so friends i am making history right in front of you by bringing some sense into my post.
the present topic under light in my huge empty head is scientific history. There was a time when Newtons works were considered to be the ultimate truths.and then they deviated and moved on to other things and theories. then should we believe in whatever we follow now? I mean ,who knows a hundred years from now all the present theories may be proved wrong and we might be living in an entirely different world. take for instance a computer. it was unthinkable of some centuries ago, but now see computer has a great role to play in our lives see the way things have gone.we are standing on concentric circles whose radius keeps on increasing as our knowledge increases. some revolution be it political or technological can stir up a great change in our lives.the world is going in ways never imagined of.
ok, now i spent almost 10 minutes trying to make some sense but from the very look of it i am confident that i was highly unsuccessful in doing that.Thank you.for i am a person who always accept defeat for i am not someone great , i am just a negligible entity in the vast expanse of nothingness.
so then followed the revival of growth and greenery in the Desert. it was done after centuries of thinking.underground tubes were dug into the desert sending primal microbes and bacteria with some water (protected from high temperature by a ceiling fan)and was ordered to start the evolution process assuming that the world had just begun. it obeyed the commands but instead of using carbon in their molecules they used silicon from the desert sand .so there grew the silicon civiliazation, silicon plants , silicon animals and silicon beings and thus giving rise to a new phase of life in the planet earth!!!!!

after (skool) life

the most important thing that occurred after the tenth vacation was a complete change in my attitude. for the first time in my life i started to enjoy music(listening of course,listening to mine would give moksha to the listener), i started to speak louder and started to blurt out short nasty non sensical snippets(kathi should be better word) and won curses and appreciation from friends, i started to look at girls, i was unaware of their existence till then. well the board exam results came and was surprised at my marks. i became a little too ambitious. i decided to go for iit coaching. i never knew what iit was. heard about it from here and there. well the school began and my life just moved on. it just moved like a dream not a pleasant one but not a nightmare. i began to b a little philosophical and learned to view life at different angles. i struggled now and then during the coaching periods. i needed strokes from my friends and family to keep me going. nothin made sense the time when i learned it. differentiation integration calculus stoichiometry.....stuff, i dont know what difference it made to my life...i became a little interested in cocurricular activites.. not much..not that successful but still was still an experience. and soon at the speed of thought the eleventh class was over.
now was the most crucial period of my life they said. though i was not serious in my preparations i tried to look serious by shaving my head and keeping silence.well.... shaving my head i still remember it .....
i saw a good baldy in my like the beckham or diesel, i sat b4 the mirror in the barber shop, he asked,"crop adikkatte" i replied,"motta adikkanam". i saw a smile on his face. he used the scissor(a pick axe i shud say) and without any mercy as if my hair were weeds on the paddy , plucked my hair here and there leaving me some hair as craters on the moon.i found it difficult to look at the mirror.he took the razor immersed it in a lotion and started his craft on my hair.soon i was there bald, as clean as an egg(except for a bloodlined scratch in the middle)i put my cap on and went homewards. my family made a zero out of me. a long period it was.goin daily in front of the mirror to see whether my hair has sprouted. i was depressed when it didnt look healthy and it hadnt grown a big deal after one month...
but the gods heard my call and my hair started to grow healthily again. that was me and my hair.
i encountered new problems on the way. i used to get tired a lot. i wud fall asleep quite easily, during classtimes it had never occurred to me before. the lecture would go on. i may start with the application of gauss law, slip to the xmen, the medieval indian history of kakatyas, rashtrakutas, pallavas and to the t20 game and finally my head would have knocked against my table and i would b startled to see the derivation of coulumbs law through gauss law..time went in months. sleep remained a constant.i started blurting out bizzare things during sleep and finally the skool came to a close. the study hols were no different. i was sleeping all the while. i heard that sleep played a very important role in life. without it u could go nuts and fruits. i came to understand the need for what i studied just then. thanks to feynmans lectures and mtg. then the exams came which i totally pissed out.
then came this time.....

my philosophy

for the past few years i have been a bit keen on philosophy. many theories have struck me and i have listened to a lot. i found that there was lot more to life than just the physical being. first i learned about meditation and the deal about cosmic energy the chakras and karma. i found beauty in nature which never appealed to me before. better dreams visited me. i am always thinking about the ultimate philosophy of life. but it is a bit complex. i am not able to communicate about it... and my philosophy of life for now is that there is no philosophy of life...

the interim

this is actually a hard time though i had an entirely different view about my vacations. my results were ok, but none of them came within the limits of excellence. the greatest disappointment was however the iit jee results.. i expected more. when i visited the college for the counseling there was this sort of guilt mixed with this disappointment of not being able to get to the mecca of technology. the institute took my breath away. now i dont have the patience to go to any other college. i sufferd a lot during these times....
well what good is this when i m blogging...
i wasted my time away with orkut and chatting.. there was no other way..
there was still this homesickness which i never imagined i possess. i still want to be a child. to be innocent , smile without fear....
the blogging is new.. i am trying to come to terms with it...
i try to meditate concntrating on nothing.. which is impossible.. it never happened to me .. the brain and my mind goes after a sequence of thoughts.i automatically think of what will happen after i master meditation....telepathy , telekinesis,long age...and thus breaks the meditation.
well now life i hope is changing for the better...
thinking of driving i have been learning 4 almost a month now and i have almost absorbed it into my system...well i think this much is long enough for my second post.....

the hard days are over

people seem to be so fond of 18. now i am feeling it. finally the skool days are over.and this is my first blog. i still dont know what a blog is or how we blog. many things are awaiting me. i am going to learn how to drive,cook and do many more things never thought of.